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2026-03-01
FOREIGN LITERATURE
The Once and Future King
by T.H. White
Publisher Note:
T. H. White’s masterful retelling of the saga of King Arthur is a fantasy classic as legendary as Excalibur and Camelot, and a poignant story of adventure, romance, and magic that has enchanted readers for generations.
Troy Note:
I have entered a new phase of life where I am open to re-reading books. I have always struggled doing this given all the great books out there I have not yet experienced. But therein lies the trick. I read some of these books two and three decades ago and the I that existed then is, thankfully, not the I that exists now. So it only a rereading of a text in the most literal sense.

One thing I'm finding is that I was a far more forgiving soul on this front than I am now. That, or I have developed a more discerning eye for what I like. Add to this a heightened sense of urgency about time that I most definitely lacked in my twenties, not that I am intimately acquainted with my fifties. All of this is to say I feel I enjoyed this significantly less than I did the first time through. Or rather, there was a lot more faff than I remembered. There is for certain some delightful storytelling and occasionally wondrous descriptions of life's challenges and society's past. But boy do you have to travel through some quag and mire to find it all, the first three hundred pages being some uphill terrain at the start--before getting to the magic moment that really puts it all in motion (boy meets stone and needs sword). But the charm nestled throughout kept me going, though there are some journeys you just have to finish given the amount of miles you've already taken. This was one of those for me.

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The idea was in the hearts of the young men who knelt before the God-distributing bishops--knowing that the odds were three to one, and that their own warm bodies might be cold at sunset.
At some old show-ground pageantry, you may have seen a cavalry charge. If so, you know that "seen" is not the word. It is heard--the thunder, earth-shake, drum-fire, of the bright and battering sandals! Yes, even then it is only a cavalry charge you are thinking of, not a chivalry one. Imagine it now, with the horses twice as heavy as the soft-mouthed hunters of our own midnight pageants, with the men themselves twice heavier on account of arms and shield. Add the cymbal-music of the clashing armor to the jingle of the harness. Turn the uniforms into mirrors, blazing with the sun, the lances into spears of steel. Now the spears dip, and now they are coming. The earth quakes under feet. Behind, among the flying clods, there are hoof-prints stricken in the ground. It is not the men that are to be feared, not their swords nor even their spears, but the hoods of the horses. It is the impetus of that shattering phalanx of iron--spread across the battle-front, inescapable, pulverizing, louder than drums, beating the earth.
There is a thing called knowledge of the world, which people do not have until they are middle-aged. It is something which cannot be taught to younger people, because it is not logical and does not obey laws which are constant. It has no rules. Only, in the long years which bring women to the middle of life, a sense of balance develops. You can't teach a baby to walk by explaining the matter to her logically--she has to learn the strange poise of waling by experience. In some way like that, you cannot teach a young woman to have knowledge of the world. She has to be left to the experience of the years. And then, when she is beginning to hate her used body, she suddenly finds that she can do it. She can go on living--not by principle, not by deduction, not by knowledge of good and evil, but simply by a peculiar and shifting sense of balance which defies each of the things often. She no longer hopes to live by seeking the truth--if women ever do hope this--but continues henceforth under the guidance of a seventh sense. Balance was the sixth sense, which she won when she first learned to walk, and now she has the seventh one--knowledge of the world.
They stood looking down at the fresh thing, helpless and only half alive. They were strong, as the poet sings, and it was weak--one day they would be weak, and it strong.

"Galahad," said Elaine, and she leaned over the wrapping, making the foolish gestures and meaningless sounds which mothers delight to use when their babies are beginning to pay attention. Galahad clenched his fist and hit himself in the eye with it, an achievement which seemed to give pleasure to the women. Lancelot watched them in amazement. "My son," he thought. "It is a part of me, yet it is fair. It does not seem to be ugly. How can you tell with babies?" He held out his right finger to Galahad, putting it inside the fat palm of his hand, which clutched it. The hand looked as if it had been fitted to the arm by a cunning doll maker. There was a deep crease round the wrist.
A woman can forget a lot of love in two years--or at any rate she can pack it away, and grow accustomed to it, and hardly remember it more than a business-man might remember an occasion when, by ill-luck, he failed to make an investment which would have made him a millionaire.
Guenever had overdressed for the occasion. She had put on a make-up which she did not need, and put it on badly. She was forty-two. When Lancelot saw her waiting for him at the table, with Arthur beside her, the heart-sack broke in his wame, and the love inside it ran about his veins. It was his old love for a girl of twenty, standing proudly by her throne with the present of captives about her--but now the same girl was standing in other surroundings, the surroundings of bad makeup and loud silks, by which she was trying to defy the invincible doom of human destiny. He saw her as the passionate spirit of innocent youth, now beleaguered by the trick which is played on youth--the trick of treachery in the body, which turns flesh into green bones. Her stupid finery was not vulgar to him, but touching. The girl was still there, still appealing from behind the breaking barricade of rouge. She had made the brave protest: I will not be vanquished. Under the clumsy coquetry, the undignified cholthes, there was the human cry for help. The young eyes were puzzled, saying: It is I, inside here--what have they done to me? I will not submit. Some part of the her spirit knew that the powder was making a guy of he, and hated it, and tried to hold her lover with the eyes alone. They said: Don't look at all this. Look at me. I am still here, in the eyes. Look at me, here in the prison, and help me out. Another part said: I am not old, it is illusion. I am beautifully made-up. See, I will perform the movements of youth. I will defy the enormous army of age.

   
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